Fatigue and tiredness have been my companions recently and I have nary a clue as to why they decided to partner up with me. The new work site has been awesome and the children a tad draining, but other then this, it’s an amazement how much energy I am losing per day. Nonetheless it is [...]
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Steady state syndrome
Posted in Uncategorized on January 19, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
A bridge too far
Posted in Uncategorized on January 3, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
If frustration had any deeper more serious meaning, such would be the word I would be using. With the end of 2010 and the start of 2011 looming overhead, I had wondered what challenges beckoned, little did I realize, it would come this soon. The emotions that welled up within was given a measure of [...]
Mirror time
Posted in Uncategorized on December 27, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
And so Christmas ends and the new year looms, with a many lessons to learn. The master closed several doors recently, each only a day of each other. By far I do think it was amidst the most sobering lessons thus far, with much sadness and frustration, and struggling with coming to terms with. Yet [...]
Comfort
Posted in Uncategorized on June 1, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
It’s been a couple days now since my frustration, been staying home these days locked up and deep in thought, yt I knew that I was never alone. The Holy Spirit never left me even for a moment. Ever since my term ended in church I had been questioning why it had to end now, [...]
Broken Wings
Posted in Uncategorized on April 28, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
It’s been a year and a half now since i started this course of life, and upon actually sitting down to discover all this, i have come to realise just how ethereal i am; neither here nor there, i have nothing, no niche in life, no place to call home, nor people to call my [...]
What to do, where to head to…
Posted in Uncategorized on April 8, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
The world seemed a little foggy today, with my head being heavy and my thoughts murky, even typing this sentence took me quite a few rewrites; ironically it seems like my shell is at its max, not sleeping proper for the past months have finally taken its toil. Yet today aside from being an occasion [...]
Simplicity amidst complexity amidst curiousity
Posted in Uncategorized on March 24, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Found a snug corner in the church to write this particular entry, it’s raining outside right now and to be honest, the company of rain is rather comforting; the constant and unassuming hissing of water constantly falling to the asphalt below, its rhythm consistently simple yet when i find myself reaching out and attempting to [...]
Genesis
Posted in Uncategorized on March 21, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
And my break is over, 3 months it more or less has been, my written journal has gotten fat over this period of activity. heh. Today has half passed and i’m already at the edge of my strength, restless nights seem to be a constant companion these few months, tossing and turning in bed, beign [...]
A maudlin moment in eternity’s great highway…
Posted in Uncategorized on November 28, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
With the rapid development of things as they are now, every responsibility has been diverted away from me now, if I had not known better, I would have thought it was a conspiracy. However, even if it were so, I understand the place in which I stand- I am but a bump on the road, [...]
The response of a Cat
Posted in Uncategorized on October 29, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
As it would seem today has been a day of much musing, though lethargic and tired for reasons unknown, i took the time to read through some blogs. Exam fever seems to be the norm this time, as everyone frantically does their best to cram in more ‘knowledge’, memorizing more ‘equative sums’ or ‘chemical solutions’. [...]
